The feeling when u think u hate everyone...

Why? < easy to ask. but to answer... not quite easy. I'll tell you my little story from today, how truth hurts, how friends go, memories never die and after u stop being friend with person u knew for a long time and have memories with ... Well, people change but Memories do not. maybe when u think... when u think u hate everyone, mean, that who u hate was everything for u but died in ur life - but almost died, still is in your heart, hurts and breaks it.

When? did I hurt her? I did not. I really did not. but if I did? ... My feeling now is just horrid, u can't undersand how badly I'm feeling!!! no!! Don't go!!! say friends but.. When someone does the same as I do now, I tell them the same words. it's easy to say, to advice a friend but - when u are in the same situation.... NOBODY can change your opinion and - u do something that in a few years will hurt u and make u cry " Why did I do that?! " Because you couldn't think about anything,,, just about going and leaving them alone.

I

am

an

idiot!

EVERYONE... is better than me. getting worse

JUST WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AM I SO SO SO SILLY :/ CAN'T UNDERSTAND!!
EVERYONE is better EVERYONE and wtf happened? 

THEY MAKE ME WANNA DIE

lol just kidding. death is so horrid to me.
no, no, no I will not do this. Why? because nobody's perfect
No matter what will they say, I just am not going to die for idiots, lol.

Not sometimes

Not sometimes, it often happens. You can't find words... Just if ... what if? for example now right now I can't find words to make you understand what I feel.

Guess what? I had feeling I hate everyone but... 

Will continue in second part

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"Forget haters, because in the world somebody loves you"
Said Miley Cyrus in her new song

Idk why, but after miley sang this words, she got my inspiration. it went in my heart and made it be more colorful... WHY?! because in my feeling and situation, it was really great that I heard something like this

Need someone who... understands!

It's the worst feeling when u feel alone and down! when u need someone who understands and will listen, but having nobody like this. U can't trust anyone... U think everyone will say something that will be hurtinh and burning u more than u can even ever imagine.

Bitchy Fake Friends < meaning of BFF? WTF? really...

When friends that u don't like but they love u get more trustable and sweet... Friends who... when u met them u thought "who is this idiot?" but then they get more important in your life